Hiatus to an End
Shamefully, I must admit that it has been more than 2 years since I last made a blog post.
Time flew by quickly with its ups and downs (more downs in my opinion), but throughout all those months, I still cling to God. Without my faith, I honestly don't know how I could hurtle through the obstacles that life continuously throws at me.
I think one of my greatest fears is that life passes by too quickly. We all make goals--or, at least I do, excessively-- for ourselves to reach at a certain age. Part of my fear is that, if I'm not there at a certain point in life, I have failed. Failure is scary. From a young age, my parents ingrained the idea that failure is shameful. Yes, I can admit that I feel like a failure all too often; however, I cannot give up. My trust in God is what keeps me from throwing everything away.
Today, I feel as if I'm at an all-time low. I mentally yelled at the Lord for bringing me to this Earth to suffer. I asked Him why He put me here, if the only reason for my existence was to bring sorrow to others. Did I get an answer from God? Not yet. It's okay though; I trust in the process. I trust in the Lord and His plans for me.
Until then, I take baby steps to further strengthen my faith in the Almighty.
- Milo
Time flew by quickly with its ups and downs (more downs in my opinion), but throughout all those months, I still cling to God. Without my faith, I honestly don't know how I could hurtle through the obstacles that life continuously throws at me.
I think one of my greatest fears is that life passes by too quickly. We all make goals--or, at least I do, excessively-- for ourselves to reach at a certain age. Part of my fear is that, if I'm not there at a certain point in life, I have failed. Failure is scary. From a young age, my parents ingrained the idea that failure is shameful. Yes, I can admit that I feel like a failure all too often; however, I cannot give up. My trust in God is what keeps me from throwing everything away.
Today, I feel as if I'm at an all-time low. I mentally yelled at the Lord for bringing me to this Earth to suffer. I asked Him why He put me here, if the only reason for my existence was to bring sorrow to others. Did I get an answer from God? Not yet. It's okay though; I trust in the process. I trust in the Lord and His plans for me.
Until then, I take baby steps to further strengthen my faith in the Almighty.
- Milo
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